how long has it been?  i keep thinking two years for everything, has it been two years?  since i’ve cleaned the house, made a meal, read a book, two years? yesterday i went to the new fresh market and then off to the regular supermarket, got stuff to make pot roast.  today i made pot roast.  today i vacuumed the rug, the motheaten rug, and made a woolflower for the two shawls i just sold.  i ate breakfast.  i found the sock i’d lost and darned the other one. repairing holes, i’m repairing holes. washed my hair.  picked something up.  anything, picked anything up. repairing the holes.