i’ve been up for hours trying to figure out money. it seems i am making just less than i need to live on and pay my credit card minimums. i need to figure out how to bring in some more money. not to mention this summer when i don’t know how much i will be getting, not trusting them when they say i’ll keep making my regular paycheck. at the beginning of january they surprised me with a 62% paycheck, rendering me unable to pay my bills without borrowing (thereby raising the bills, of course) so i don’t imagine i can believe anything they say about what i’ll be getting this summer. but even if it is full (which i doubt) it will, as i say, be just less than the minimum it takes to live on. i need to bring in some more money again.
the stomach flu seems nearly gone, though, and has taken all sleep away with it. i sure slept a lot in the previous 48 hours though. good thing about the flu, actually, since i won’t be able to afford to eat anymore…
i sure hope i can hold onto this teaching gig. they’d better start liking me more or i’m in deep doo. again.




