which i never have.  it must be the medication, which both times now i forgot to take and then took too late and it must keep me awake.  just great.  but at least tomorrow i don’t have to go in until 10, so i should be able to make it.

i’ve decided to remove nola from my financial plan and just let whatever i happen to make there be a stash.  that reduces the length of time the money ostensibly will hold out, but it’s still an acceptable range, and it frees me up from worrying about such an unreliable place.  i think i’ll still apply for the trib job tish recommended to me, although i remembered after i got the application from her that i really can’t take it, most likely, as i’ll be working full time teaching art during june and july.  but we shall see. we shall see.

still not a word from charles washington.  i don’t know what to do there, except give him semi-regular updates on his message machine or something.  and i have to start working in the self study, tomorrow i am hopeful (although now nola wants me all the way until 3. i wouldn’t, but i didn’t work on thursday....) i have to get on that, it’s the only thing that makes sense to do, really.  i need to write to phyllis alexandroff, too.  all these things on the list and they remain on the list.  i guess it’s because i want to do everything at once.  well, i’ll have from tomorrow at 3 to tuesday at 7am, that’s a good block of time, isn’t it.

it’s just getting used to all this and watching time go by while i do so.  yikes!