counting the hours thing again.  what does that mean.  every so often i pause in whatever i’m engaged in and count how many hours i have left until i have to be wherever it is i have to be.  four until i go to the arts & crafts job.  what’s that all about?  i remember doing that when i first moved to New York more than 20 years ago, have i been doing it always? or just at certain times.  who knows.  (still four.)

OT has recommended a book and i duly went out and got it.  boy, am i resistant to this one. not because i’m resistant to its concept, but the author!  he seems like a complete flake.