so now i’ve slept through until now and now of course i’m worrying about money. i don’t know what i have scheduled at nola this week, but it doesn’t seem like enough, and now with the car trouble i’ve lost this morning’s shift. damn, they’re disorganized there, i’ve been thinking i’m gong to have to think about finding something else parttime, instead. but is that premature? i don’t know. perhaps work on the ebay thing for awhile? i don’t know. i don’t know. i just woke a little worried again.
i go to the rec this afternoon, and then for 7 hours tomorrow. am i just getting used to this schedule or what? actually, i was going to post how wonderful everything seemed yesterday, but now it’s past. but it really did, it was!
edit: staring at my excel sheet, with my present set up, counting an estimate from nola and judicious purchasing (read: none), at the end of the year, if nothing changes, i should have about 6 months more before the money runs out completely. that’s okay. i keep staring at it and i just don’t believe it, but it should be okay. and tish has just emailed about a part time billing job at the trib, perhaps i should apply for that.
all manner of things will be well. now should i keep the sturdy shoes from zappos or send ‘em back? maybe keep ‘em but not wear ‘em and if i’m not at nola much longer then send ‘em back.

