(i can’t remember sam’s last name) once said, upon looking at some endeavor of mine in his class, that I was “still” in the recording my world place.  i wondered then how this was a pejorative.  not that he meant that it was, but that it was a place that I would no longer inhabit in future.

i didn’t think so then, but i didn’t say so, it wasn’t something i could know since i hadn’t a clue.  but i was right.