and i have to think of something to do again. tonight is the county schools meeting, to find our how to transcend into teacherhood.  i’m half tempted not to go, although i registered, since they didn’t have art on their list of subjects and i don’t want to get discouraged.  but i will go, that’s today’s thing.  and it’s rainy, and i need to get out, so I will do that.  I still have to complete more county forms, that will be tonight after i get home, i’ve decided. i really put those things off, i don’t know why, reluctance to accept myself, i guess.  I’m to take them to jackie when i meet the rest of the crew tomorrow at 11:30.

oh, i hope the schools meeting doesn’t discourage me.  i’m so easily discouraged…