this afternoon sometime that i am not ready to give up on this art teaching thing.  so that’s that.  i’m not. only there aren’t any jobs to apply for, no art jobs at all anymore on the website, so we’re back where we started.  but when i think about getting a job doing something else, there’s this hole.  i don’t like the teaching that much, but i do think there’s something there.  except, of course, there isn’t anything there, if you know what i mean. so I’m going to have to accept that i need to find some way to bring in money in the meanwhile, not instead of.  i need to take home about another grand a month until i find a teaching job, which might be months, years even, who knows?  how might i do that, i wonder?