there’s more to this gazing stuff than just stopping, just smelling roses.  i did nothing today.  i didn’t do anything i thought i would, i did nothing.  i surfed all afternoon.  i ordered pizza for dinner.  i did nothing, and i feel like…nothing.

well, that’s not it, is it.  i’ve done that now.  tomorrow looms and what will i do then.  other than surf some job apps for jobs i don’t really want but for which i must apply for obvious reasons.  i should find a realtor in port charlotte to begin the process of selling my land.  i should research the ebay store thing, i should i should, oh shut up, i’m not supposed to be thinking about that today.

see?  there’s more to this gazing stuff than smelling.  something else i must learn, o joy.